What do you do when you have no idea what to do?


Talk about update whore. There are just toooo many things running through my head right now. I don't need this. I don't need this. I don't need this. Hayyy...just study, study, study.


I hate this feeling...


Bopples.

Despite the occasional crashers (which were so hard to manage...we gotta fix that next time), I had Fun and these are the reasons why...

~It was the first party I ever threw...

~I told myself I wouldn't be stressed out during the pARTY and I didn't. I didn't let the little things get to me and in the end, it made a difference. Ever hear of the 10% - 90% idea? 10% is the event...and 90% is what you make of it. Whatever happens after is all up to you! You can react negatively and it'll ruin the rest of your night OR you can choose a more positive path and be happy. I chose the latter.

~Cowlick and Wake up Your Seatmate played!! Both bands are made up of my friends and batchmates from AC...both are a group of talented beautiful people...I miss them and it really meant a lot that they were able to play! Thanks GUYS! :D

~I had all my friends there...partying the night away Things happen for a reason they say. Like Alfie's "incident". hehehe if it wasn't for him, I wouldn't have had a conversation with my absinth crush hahaha.

~We had HIFHOF right after the 2 bands! Yeah! I never knew CAPONE's got that FULL nowadays. I only had the place till 2am so when the outsiders poured in...woah! I could hardly move. but hey, who's complaining--we saw hotties and hotties and more hotties! wooohoooo!

~Flowing drinks and yummy food...enough said.

~I got hugs, flowers, kisses and so much more! :D :D :D

~I saw people I haven't seen in a loooong time... had a shot with my shot buddy too.

~That funny drunkard who collapsed right infront of us and then got up and started dancing again!hahaha hilarious! drunkards!

~We continued TRADITION minus daddy long legs and wackwack... Long story.

~I didn't cry. If you know me, you'd know why...hahaha

~I laughed all the way home. Literally. And went to bed smiling.

Thanks again to all those who made it a memorable night! Love you guys! :D

"I want what you have"
They say it's a theory. They say it's human nature. Most people yearn for what they don't have. For instance, with age (what is it with me and age???), you don't have to look far to notice the youngsters who try to act older and the "not so YOUNGsters" who try even harder to look younger.

[These are just examples and should not be taken personally. I do not mean to offend anyone. Even i find myself quilty of a few of these things. Are there any Media babies out there?]

There are youngsters who think, actually, they BELIEVE that older people are way cooler. The effect? They imitate them and start acting and thinking that they are "them". They start g0ing to bars at 13, wear tons of makeup, dress older and act as if they're 20.

On the other hand, there are those "once young" people who go for botox, lipo, facelifts, and other vain procedures just to look 20 years younger. nip tuck anyone?

How about people who have straight hair but wish they were curly? Or people who are curly but really want flat straight hair?

How about people who are blond but crave for jet black hair? Or people who have jet black hair but keep coloring it blond?

How about those white caucasians who sunbathe for hours to achieve that beautiful tan? Or those dark tanned asians who try endlessly to become fairer?

In the end, there is only one question that boggles our minds...
the question is, when will we really be contented with what we have? ;D

I salute those people (i've met some amazing ones already..) who don't conform to what media and society dictate. They go against the flow. They ride against the tide. They go for the "road less travelled" and in the end, "it HAS made all the difference".

Wouldn't it be nice if money grew on trees... Wouldn't it be nice if you could hop on a helicopter and cut your hour long trips to minutes? Wouldn't it be nice if we could have lunch on this island, and fly to paris for some shopping and shit like that? Wouldn't it be nice if we could experience what it's like to be Paris Hilton? (I don't like her, but hey! she can afford to be a female dog...) Wouldn't it be nice if you could have a ready to use car on those "I wanna just go out" days? Actually, Wouldn't it be nice to have a driver on call? Wouldn't it be nice to eat and eat and eat and NEVERget fat!? Wouldn't it be nice if we could all go to Boracay again and stay in super duper fancy resorts and eat super duper yummy food and drink super duper mouthwatering alcohol and not pay a single cent? Wouldn't it be nice if students get 50% off on movie tickets and other events... just like in Australia? Wouldn't it be nice if you and your friends lived in one hell of a big village and you could just walk over to each others houses when you're bored? Wouldn't it be nice if the person you absolutely love LOVED you back? Wouldn't it be nice if everyone just made love and not WAR? Wouldn't it be nice if we could all age gracefully? Wouldn't it be nice if people were themselves...you know, REAL? Wouldn't it be nice if you were flewn to amanpulo by your hunk of a boyfriend (beckham hottie) only to propose to you with ALL the works? Wouldn't it be nice if bloggers kept blogger's secrets? Wouldn't it be nice if life would be less complicated? Wouldn't it be nice if we could just stop ANALYZING everything because analysis leads to paralysis Wouldn't it be nice if this world was a better place and we were all living happily ever after? Wouldn't it be nice if i ended this now and stopped thinking of all my other dreams!hahaha.

"Party on the Beach"
18th Birthday Party and Despedida
Nastassja Sophia T. Lopez
Casa Victorina, Calatagan Batangas
May 19 - 20, 2004

Things that made it soooo much fun and worth remembering...

-waiting for ida and george for like 45 minutes in jollibee, merville
-screaming at the sight of the "bus" in naz's street
-seeing friends i haven't seen in a while (love you guys!)
-the bus ride. period.
- Celine's knock knock jokes.hehehe
-getting stranded...somewhere.
-hailing down cars and almost getting run-over
-singing "stranded" for 5 pesos in the lil karaoke place
-hearing "ooohs" and "ahhhhhs" when we saw the white house!
-hearing louder "ooohs" and "ahhhhhs" when we saw the inside of the house
- taking a walk on the beach
-watching celine julianne marco david and mia skimboard
- starfish races at the sand bar
-walking towards the "drop zone" and being too chicken to go any further
-eating and eating...and did i mention eating?
-playing pusoy dos and speed
-partying early
-the catered dinner, the dj, the yummy alcohol...
-dancing in the rain
-david trying to get everyone drunk c/o his beer bong
-tata, ms. irish/island girl! hahaha
-the hangout after partying with all the painful grass blades
-"the question is..." of happy and boom
-witnessing gay tendencies...hahaha
-yung date ni ano at yung canoodling ni kwan...hahaha
-vicky and i -- "if we had a computer right now...awwwww...."
-SEXUAL PERSUIT. the oldest game in the world. w/ game hosts nicky and tata and feeling game host Ida. hahaha
-watching the sunrise with vicks and tanya
-hanging out...bumming...eating...
-the bus ride home!
-fixing the leaks with napkins
-david's makeover ~~ "move over, george!"-david
-job's scary/funny stories
-marco's "scary" stories. all connected daw.
-"nipply", "nippling", "gipple", "minippling" hihihi
-the stench we experienced while in the bus!!!!
-gege's "ok!!!" to pizza
-reminiscing high school...hehe
- Happy's "LOVVVE IT!"

if you remember more stuff that i forgot, please feel free to mention them when you comment! i'd appresshiyet (haha inside joke c/o tanya) i. i'm gretttpul.

We'll misss you NAZ!!!

Being the blogwhorethat i am, i came across this girls blog and found a picture of an aborted baby. The first thing i thought was "eewwww!" and then i felt super duper sad. What's wrong with the world mama!? The choices we make determine the persons we become. To all those reading this, choose wisely. Do not take the easy way out. Save a Life! SOURCE: http://www.abortionno.org/Resources/pictures.html